What matters most

So what matters most, huh? Well that answer is subjective, and at times, controversial--ie business success vs taking time out to be with the kids.
I know what matters for me and what I am striving for.
I am well aware of what it is going to take to get me there, and then, I worry some more! I have a belief system finely intuned within me about making choices.

We all have free will, thus our paths are shaped by such. It is up to us to change the way our paths are shaping out to be and manifesting.
You can be the product of your environment in a productive way and have a magnificent outcome or you may become part of the environment and get wrapped in with the hardships that the environment has to offer.
These scenarios can be changed.

It takes a choice and it's the choice you live with, until you find out what matters most to you.
Different times in our lives, offer different directions and desires, thus what matters most, may change as well.

Get back to what matters, huh? Well, I'd like to, but Thank Goodness, they're asleep! What matters are my children, and yet, they matter so much, that I'm having such a difficult time with finding the security we need--financial, emotional, stability, lifestyle, etc.
I do what I can to provide 'just that', for those that matter most and I have yet to say, I'm nearing being 'over the hump, and secure.'

I know it's not my business how others live vs the way I live, but one can't help but try and compare and contrast with one anothers' lifestyle and why can Betty Jo make it and I can't--well, because they are the JONES'or the Riveras!!!
It's on either side of the coin-better or better, than I that is!
Yes, we are alive, but are we well? Yes, we must live and be strong, even now that all this obfuscation about the 'End of the World' is in daily living.

Talk about opposite ends of the spectrum: Kirsten Dunst, a top payed Hollywood actress vs Anton Yelchin, who's 'celebrity trailer' was a Winnebago shared amongst makeup, hair, and crafty, due to their unheard of $250 Thousand dollar budget!

There are flip sides to everything my friends. Even amongst Hollywood!

So, get back to what matters most-eh? LiVING and BE HUMAN. Don't get caught up with superficial, counter productive behaviors and lifestyle.

Be HUMAN