Alien nation?

So, this really didn't happen, BUT our nations 'ARE PREPARED', so don't fear

Alien nation? No, I'm not referring to our Nation with 'illegal alien insinuations', rather literal Space Aliens.

How to fight an 'A-symmetric war?'
Hmm, and I'm not particularly fond of speaking of unknown things beyond my intelligence.
I'm dealing with my own 'A-symmetrical war', as my hubby is watching National Geographic channel.

Did you know there was an 'International office of Protocol' for contact with aliens? Well, neither did I! UN committee.
Supposedly our government is monitoring them.
5000 miles above the Earth, this is being monitored.
Communication happenes in a sequence of prime numbers-communication via a universal language.
So, are you weak minded? Do you believe in any of the above that I shared with you? Well, not that your weak minded or not, this is all that was shared via National Geographic, as a 'hypothetical/possibility of an Alien attack on our nation.
Interesting, huh?
Remember, this is all hypothetical...
Continue to Be human and help one another out...
Be well

Another fun filled day

As I lie here 'resting', I'm taken back to another fun filled day in our household.
Another day of spontaneous 'fun' (adventure in other households) in our household, yay!
So, last Monday, the 7th of November was an event I had much anticipated on attending.
This event is special for my mother, and so it was my birthday present to her.
It was a night of being with Pedro Almodovar and Antonio Banderas, at the Mann's Chinese Theatre, in celebrating with him his screening of one of his films, starring Antonio Banderas from 1987, I believe.
So, as many of my days go,I prepare ahead for my children to stay content and so, I go through a series of things to do such.
Wrapping up, just before we are to depart, I see my elder daughter scratching away at her scalp. This weather is ruthless to the scalp! Dry scalp=itchy head, right? Ya, so I thought! It's lice! ICK! Disgusting! Gross! Totally normal. That's it you may say to my disgust! So, my moral is brought down to reality, as I'm panicked about time, traffic and what about rain+making it in time to pick up my mother, before heading to LA, UHH!
Ya, another fun filled day, huh! Running through a slew of fast typed, mispelt info online and the info still came through! I grab my keys and head to the local pharmacy, at like 30 mins to spare before I'm due to head out!
I'm 'dressed' ya, but running around with slippers(I forgot I was wearing them, til I'm standing in line and happened to look down!)
So, as I stand in line with like an arsenal of 'anti whatever's', a granny looks at me, 'Lice, huh?' Go put that poison back. Grab a narrow tooth comb and wrap the head with dish soap, then apply mayo, leave a plastic bag on overnight, end of lice...This time! My kids, each of the 10 had to go through this many times over, until I shaved the boys' head.'
She began to share with me her tale, with such detail I could include it into a step by step recipe. I'm outta breath, thanking her, run back home and begin the process. My daughter rides with us to LA, bag on her hair.
Aroma of dish soap and mayo...what a yummy combination!
And another yummy combination: Almodovar+Banderas!
What a thrill I lived that day.
Another fun filled day in my life!

By the way, round 2 of 'another fun filled day' includes what happened with Antonio at the Chinese Theatre!
Oh, what a fun filled day it was indeed!

I'm tired

I'm tired.
No, really I am.

I am the only one awake in our home. Nice, cozy, warm--are they, while I sit and freeze finalizing this! Even my 3 dogs are sleeping in our room, aside from 3 human bodies!

Another night of seeing the clock strike 8:29 am, I can't. So, I just saw it strike 12:40 am and I am pooped out. Gathering stuff for the film, Path of Will, working on the book and various other extra curriculars, has me wiped for the night. So, I hope this finds you all well and in good spirits, as I am not, because I am tired!
Sweet dreams.
Be Human
Be well

Book is near completion

Book is near completion.
Book is near completion.

I wanna be mean!

I wanna be mean...(dot, dot, dot)but I can't!
Although I am treated unfairly, success is the sweetest revenge.
Moving along, I want to be nice!
So, how to inspire one who's seeking to be inspired?
Ya, today is 'one of those writer's block days' that so many speak of.
Writer's block because I don't know which topic to touch on!
Feast vs famine
animal abuse
workers rights
women's right
Anti bullying
I'm a believer in 'human rights' and all it entails.
I work hard, as I presume we 'all' do, therefore, we all are entitled to our own rights, right? WRONG
Your right to throw the first punch, ends where my nose begins.
A good place to start is a film titled, Path of Will, which speaks of one's own rights for a better tomorrow, inspite of what life deals us, we must go on.
I don't believe in self pitty, and self loathing.
As they say, life is what you make of it. Ask me, I know!
I've been delt a shitty hand, therefore, I know.
So, the work I do is to preserve 'humanity' and allow for kids to be empowered and have self reliance to push forward.
Path of Will--Have you followed yours? What are you doing to attain a goal?
Begin by not being a bully to others or yourself. Educate yourself--work hard and smart. Be good to yourself and others.
Be human
Be well

Sunday events

Sunday events--start with a message:

Don't be 'Cold as ice', cuz your not, you're human!
Why human nature consists of vacant actions, up until it's convenient?
When one's successful, when one dies, THEN they step up.
But, in the meantime, 'where were you?'
It's a hard lesson to live by.
I know.
What about the part where you know 2 people want one thing from the other, and you're in the middle to try and facilitate this 'transaction' of sorts, and it still bites you in the ass! I never learn! I just wanna help, that's all.
Vacant actions when one needs the help. Vacant actions when one is in dire need, yet others choose not to see and instead, judge.
All what I do and have done is by means of a 'do it now' action.
Do you live the same way? What is the difference between those people and you? Do we live 'free-er', a more happy prosperous filled life? I hope
to believe so, but we'll see, in due time...
Happy Sunday events, ya'll...
Be HUMAN and Be nice to one another. Life is too short.

What matters most

So what matters most, huh? Well that answer is subjective, and at times, controversial--ie business success vs taking time out to be with the kids.
I know what matters for me and what I am striving for.
I am well aware of what it is going to take to get me there, and then, I worry some more! I have a belief system finely intuned within me about making choices.

We all have free will, thus our paths are shaped by such. It is up to us to change the way our paths are shaping out to be and manifesting.
You can be the product of your environment in a productive way and have a magnificent outcome or you may become part of the environment and get wrapped in with the hardships that the environment has to offer.
These scenarios can be changed.

It takes a choice and it's the choice you live with, until you find out what matters most to you.
Different times in our lives, offer different directions and desires, thus what matters most, may change as well.

Get back to what matters, huh? Well, I'd like to, but Thank Goodness, they're asleep! What matters are my children, and yet, they matter so much, that I'm having such a difficult time with finding the security we need--financial, emotional, stability, lifestyle, etc.
I do what I can to provide 'just that', for those that matter most and I have yet to say, I'm nearing being 'over the hump, and secure.'

I know it's not my business how others live vs the way I live, but one can't help but try and compare and contrast with one anothers' lifestyle and why can Betty Jo make it and I can't--well, because they are the JONES'or the Riveras!!!
It's on either side of the coin-better or better, than I that is!
Yes, we are alive, but are we well? Yes, we must live and be strong, even now that all this obfuscation about the 'End of the World' is in daily living.

Talk about opposite ends of the spectrum: Kirsten Dunst, a top payed Hollywood actress vs Anton Yelchin, who's 'celebrity trailer' was a Winnebago shared amongst makeup, hair, and crafty, due to their unheard of $250 Thousand dollar budget!

There are flip sides to everything my friends. Even amongst Hollywood!

So, get back to what matters most-eh? LiVING and BE HUMAN. Don't get caught up with superficial, counter productive behaviors and lifestyle.

Be HUMAN

Bath time anyone?

So, it's late, but I proceed to tell my girls, "Honey's, go get in the shower.", as I sit and focus on writing. I'm not a'pushover Mother', but I consider myself rational and not a control freak. I speak lovingly to them, as my elder child makes the first move toward the bathroom. "Honey, get your pj's ready in the meantime that sissy is showering." My younger daughter walks into the room where I sit and write. She walks in with purse in hand and a scarf around her waist, "Is this how adult women wear their skirts, with a slit down the center? This is how, huh? She requests my attention. I'm just starting to brew, after a long, tedious 3 years worth of lack of adequate sleep. I abruptly demand she remove the 'skirt' and head for her bedroom for some comfy night time wear. "But, can't I just wear this?" She rebuttals back. Water shuts off 10 mins. later. "Honey, did you get your comfy clothes, sissy is done now." She heads to the bathroom, where elder child stands and requests she get out. "Mom, she doesn't want me to get in," calls out the younger one. I cringe as I overhear, "Move out of the way, it's cold." screeching to the younger one. The door slams shut. Two steps later, the younger one comes in crying. "Juan!" I holler. "Juan?" I holler again. My younger one standing before me. "What?" a reply from the bathroom. The younger one stands, tears rolling down her face, as she replies to the elder one, "Nothing, she's calling for daddy!" I sit in disbelief with all that is happening! Finally, the younger one heads back to the bathroom and makes it in, for her 'shower.' As I sit, trying to focus and get back on track, I hear the bathtub run and water ebb and flow. "Mom, can she take a bubble bath?" "Uh, no, can you shut off the water!" I scream at the top of my lungs-of course, no one hears, as I keep it all in. "Mom, can I? I wanna play and..." "No, shut off the water!" I demand. Finally, I hear the voice that I had requested 10 minutes earlier! "What do you need?" He asks me. I sit flustered and want to give him a tour of what I just experienced, but too late, he walks into the bathroom, shuts door behind and...water continues to ebb and flow! "Uhh!" Suddenly, he calls out for our elder daughter. Whether she ignores or perhaps doesn't 'hear him'--(wink wink),trust me, it's happened more than once! He shouts once again for her. "Ya?" Still no immediate response of her flying down the hall to hear why her name is being called! "Hey!" he requests for her again. I roll my eyes in silence, trying to focus on writing. Finally, I hear what I wanted to hear 5 mins prior! I see her silhouette from the corner of my eye. She opens the bathroom door to where her father greets her, and sis is enjoying her... bubble bath! Should I have saved myself the trouble and wince of just giving in to tub time at midnight? Ya, I think so! From behind the ajar door, I can hear, elder daughter and father, exchanging what they each think should be done about a particular situation-bath tub water got too high and spilt over! Yes, you know it! The skin on the back of my neck is in full electrocution mode--standing straight up! With them three in the bathroom and I... I well, let's just say I'm not focusing, rather just sitting back with pen in hand and thoughts are crisscrossing, like the veins that intersect about my hands. Suddenly, I hear a sigh walk out of the bathroom. Daughter walks out, comes in my room, "guess what mommy?" Following behind her is my husband, with a sigh and rolling of the eyes; what a stressful situation on my poor husband! I hear cheering and singing and the echo of toys, hitting up against the bathtub. Aah... I need a one in the morning bath!

Does this exist in your home or only my alien home! Tell me yours...

Be well and prosper...

BE HUMAN.

Hard Times

Hard times ahead? What about-NOW?
So, it's 11 pm on chilly Sunday night, on the eve of Halloween.
We find ourselves in the parking lot, of St. Pius Catholic Church
in Buena Park, CA.
Because of my daughters getting into a routine argument, this time about one trying to hand me a sweater so my head can rest back.
Since I'm in the front seat, she tries reaching it across to me, but in
doing so, it smacks my daughter's eye. She was startled and sure, it must have hurt! But, all in all, it was an accident!
So, the father addressed both of their bickering.
As a result, he blasts Metallica of all sorts and if you're not a fan
of their's, this sure aint gonna make you be!
So, this heated explosion brings my husband to seek for answers from the higher calling.

Higher calling responded with a powerful message:
Help yourself, because others won't help you.
PERIOD.
He throws his tantrum and we are all in tears, petrified
with what he'll do. He parks, then get's out of the car,
and heads for the entrance of the church.
Me, being the 'strong' one, was trembling inside, but, my
children are present and they've witnessed enough crud in these last days
to add one more to the collection.
After what seemed like an eternity, the windows are fogging up and it
starts feeling like a steam bath. My girls start asking the, "where's
daddy?"
I assumed he had made it inside the church and was seeking a private
session with a priest @ midnight! Not able to hold my pee any longer, I call him up. He finally answers the phone and returns to the car.
He sits down in his seat for a few, then speaks. "I got my answer." He says in his usual soft spoken words. He begins explaining what had just occured.
"I go to approach the church, expecting to find a priest to talk to"--
his usual assumption, that people are waiting at his beckon call, betrays
him again!
"Instead,there's an old woman, lying down 'waiting' for help.
She is wrapped in a very light blanket, wearing a pink dress and has a
bag with her." He continues to tell me, "like us, she is not alone, she has family, but yet, they are not willing to help her."
He breaks down crying and shows our children the lady, as we drive past her in our car.
I face straight ahead, and yet not facing anywhere. I was too numb to look over. Numb from the cold. Numb from the situation that we're facing. Numb from the heartlessness of people.
Just internally numb.
"I gave her my only $10 dollar bill, and told her God bless. She didn't respond. How could she when she's on God's grounds-at church and nobody will help her? She thought that I was going to kick her out."

Unfortunately, I feel the pain-physically and emotionally.
I've carried the 'rejection' feeling all my life.
Family? Ya, plenty of them. For them, within them.
I'm only good for 'Emergency/As needed basis.' I'm 'per diem' to them.
My only love in the 'family'-my grandmother, whom too has her favorites, and it's certainly, NOT I!
Since the family, 'all works' and I don't(which I don't, I just stay at home and play 'house' all day), I get the 'can you please come watch mom'
call. It hurts and I just wanna yell, but to whom?
She has kids, who have kids, yet it is I who answers the call unconditionally.
Hard times, huh? Ya, but they are happening NOW, my friends.
Let's be human to eachother.

Confront reality

So, let's talk. Today was a 'grand day'--a grand day of yuckiness.

Let's start by figuring it out: What caused it? The energy in the air?

rudeness of people? Um, let me think--people.

So, I wish I could 'confront reality', but yet, I'm not quite there yet. Hopefully soon I will be.
Remember all the talk about 'Be Human' and such. Respect is a two way street. Well, I wish this applied to all. It seems as if these days would be enough to get me to 'just vomit' what I feel, but, not even close! Why? Why have I chosen to not confront reality and save my own sanity? Plain and simply, because of all the emotional pain I'm going through, doesn't warrant an explanation to anybody about the tremendous pressures I'm facing and those very people will just turn it around--"Geez what crawled up her butt?" THEM!

So, do you confront reality or do you just bite your tongue and keep the supposed peace? Be Human to yourself as well...

Animal survival

So, life's complicated-ya? Well, as much as it is complicated, the complications add up for a dog;A dog who's been hit;A dog who's been hit by a car and can't move;A dog that's been hit by a car and can't move is sitting in middle of highway/street;A dog who's been hit by a car and can't move is sitting in middle of highway/street staring at cars flying past him;A dog who's been hit by a car and can't move is sitting in middle of highway/street staring at cars flying past him;A dog who's been hit by a car and can't move is sitting in middle of highway/street staring at cars flying past him and...

Get the point? It's complicated! Poor dog. Oh the complications of being human, but heck, there's some serious deliberation as to who can challenge this moment. So, he get's slammed and he's down for the count. As he sits and 'waits'--for what, well, he can't move. Suddenly another dog is scene dashing down side of highway/street and one can only stare in horror. Well, ya, of course. No need to squint your eyes in horror for the next few seconds of these dogs lives! Trucks, cars, large and small, travel past the dogs, as the dog walking alongside; risks all he has to rescue the injured animal. Simply magical to see this in the video. He clutches the injured animal with his teeth, and with all his might, exirts strength with each pull of the injured animal. He does so for three or four times, before workers show up to the 'rescue.' So, if this is what animals do for one another, why as the human species can we just injure the affected one some more? Curious thought! Way to go China with the video released of beyond grotesquely injured human child. Uhh, how heartwrenching to just think it through. Dispicable. Best of all, dog(s) survived. Who's to say if little girl,as who was gonna pay for her medical attention Just disgusting...and I'm still in survival mode! Be well out there and be human. My deep thought and prayers To all those affected or family and friends are affected by today's eartquake mess in Turkey...

How to solution a problem?

Oh man! Talk about feeling the blues! Are you confrontational?
Do you live your life like the "better person" and bite your tongue to prevent "further" problems?
What to feel. What to say when one of your loved one's spreads impious comments about you?
Do you confront the situation about your honor and integrity? Will you always run after the source by trying to correct the untrue statements about you?

Oh man! What to do,what to say? Should I just ignore it? How to solution this problem?

I'm one of those, "too polite" and honest and just, dang well rounded people. Sucks for me as there aren't very many out there, apparently!
I like to take walks on the beach to feel the ethereal power. I stick to my life and don't impose on others. But, that's not how it works!
This week has hit me like a 10 ft high wave to my ego and person. I can't keep friends, I can't make professional contacts, because I'm just, 'too polite.'
Heck, and then I get questioned from a loved one about my supposed involvement with another situation, and it's like, "what now?"
So, tell me, what would you do or how do you handle your situations?
Remember, Be human guys. I know I do.

Negativity and Payback

Ethereal, peace, love, positive energy, that's all I emit.
But, what if you find out from someone that you care about, that someone else said something to tarnish your image? They want to throw one's track off and interrupt by what someone of interest says or does to me---errrrr! The skid marks are present. The hair on the back of my neck stands on point. My sensitive radar is present...and I keep going.

Ha! What better payback than that.

Envy, malocchio--I laugh in the face of SOMEONE wanting to damage my integrity.

Be Human Positive energy folks Peace and Love

Stop the bullying

I hope some kids are smiling this week as so many efforts are underway against bullying, but I know so many millions of kids who aren't. Here, I haven't tackled the disgusting conversation so as to keep this as much positive reinforcement and not forgetting to Be Human all around, however, it was time I focused a bit on this here. Case of Disappearing Tire Gunk, gives us all the opportunity to shed the gunk that lies within, causing us to manifest and harm others with ways that we have been harmed. We've all been bullied in one way or another, but it's time to face the reality that the one's doing it, are hurting in some way, thus the reason they have anything to say. Anything they say is bad and hurtful--all they've been faced with. Their source of getting attention is bad attention and to them, that's more than they've received. Bad attention to them, is better than no attention at all. Pretty ironic, yet true. Stop the bullying and Be human to one another.
EMPOWER KIDS BY BELIEVING IN THEMSELVES.
BE HUMAN

Oh what to do

Ozzy Osbourne signing book @ Barnes&Noble in Riverside or watch a film on 'Braceros'--Oh, what to do! Pretty sad the opposite spectrums of life. I'm still haunted by the images and storyline of what human's must endure for the chance at a better living. The film of the Braceros, exposes the non known facts of these humen, or Mexican immigrants brought in to do the US's dirty work. Hellacious images of men being sprayed down with DDT, a type of Malathion spray. From there, they get a 'gentle' rub down, ya if you're cattle, have a doc's fingers shoved up their private's, to the point of causing some to faint. Very heartwrenching to see what humanity has done and will continue to do for eternity. Oh what to do...

What to do

What to do with 'what'? What to do with 'just that?' What- are we to do?
Live, suffer, then die? How about living now to eventually die and not the other way around? How about living day by day, as if today was going to be the last day on Earth, instead of dying in the physical body to attain 'living' when one retires. Who's to say we'll be around to enjoy the retirement phase of our life? Of course, one must have a "nest egg" of sorts--but how much that you can't enjoy using some of it for a pleasure or 3 day refresher?
I'm still awaiting on the 'what to do' phase of my life! An opp to allow me to know I will have a nest egg later. It's like, I'm alive for the ride and dead for the ride. I don't await on the 'what to do,' I am in the process of making my 'what to do!' What are you to do? Whatever it may be, do it with your heart and do it with effort. Tenacity+effort=success
Be human is what to do...

Hard to be nice?

I'm finding it harder and harder to want to be nice! Are you?
I keep running into difficult situations that just make me go--grrrr!
But........as my favorite movie, "Enchanted," one of the character's best lines, just doesn't let me, "Oh! I'm angry!" clenching her fists tight, and smiling while she softly speaks the "angry" words! Oh! It's so wonderful!

Why can't we all feel like this movie? Why can't my emotions rub off on people, the way I naturally tend to be? I'm surrounded by posers and phonies, and it's so--grrrr! And I wish I could show how angry they truly make me feel! I just continue to turn my cheek and know deep down "I'm just made better!" I have too much heart. I know my past has a speckle of it's own, but NICE, I have always been. It's not hard to be nice, or is it?
Please Be Human to eachother. As a friend's book best says it, "Be Nice or Else!" Awesome book to live by. A manual on just how to live by Winn Claybaugh. Live by the standards of all human existance--Treat others the way you want to be treated. And there you have it. Happy co-existing, while I continue to enjoy being "Enchanted..."

Happiness

What makes me happy? Ultimately, my children's happiness, health, peace, love, stability.
Yet, I'm not quite sure at this point. I'm scared to move a day ahead, and yet, so eager to leave another behind! I am happy now, yet know I will be happier soon. As I prepare for a better tomorrow, what are you doing to make it a step for the better? Have you done due diligence to receive what you sowed? I'm proud to say I have, although, it doesn't soley rely on me--unfortunately. I exude faith, tenacity and determination, but "success" is not measured by my own actions, it's measured by the 'movement around.'
As part of the 'movement', let's be a positive outsource, to allow success for effort, faith and determination...
Be Human.

Trying to disappear the tire gunk

I'm all about relieving one's stress, right? So, I have, and thus as a result have felt a little better. "Mothers Monday," is a site for mothers and fathers, to discuss the annoyances and beauties of parenting. I choose to vent the "uglies" because, so many of us don't have a safe haven to vent our frustration and we are human and do get boggled down.
Remember, be human and responsible for one's actions.
We all get boggled down, yet we must find our own way to "vent" and channel the frustration and not take it out on any one--especially an action that will haunt you and have even the remote chance of a moral consequence, so remember that! Find a way to charge up so all you can do is offer the best one has to offer to our children and families...
Find a way to try to disappear the tire gunk...
be human...and follow your Path of Will.

Staying safe

One can no longer "stay safe" anywhere. My heart goes out to the family of the slain 3 year old, dear baby girl, killed at the safest place she could be-in her home.

Be human out there. Stay safe.

keep on trekking

No, I can't. Not tonite. Writer to go nite nite! Calling it an early night!
My desire to go on, stops where my eyes start stinging, and I can't bully on them! They need to be with me til the end! So, I must be good to them!

Yo, you 2, be good to "them" and others...
Be human

Nite--

September 11, 2001

Was not in vain.
We shall never forget those bullied and brutally attacked.
We shall never forget the family of those who lost a loved one--All the Mary's who lost a Joseph, a son, a nephew...All the Joseph's that lost a Mary, a son, a "mommy", a "daddy", a nephew, a niece, a friend, a relative,... a fellow human being.
The heartache that still lives in them and will never be extinguished.
The hurt that carries on, yet they each must go on.
Stop the bullying and continue on your path of will...
God bless America.
September 11, 2011

Early Winter

Early Winter and school is just getting started.
C'mon guys, let's keep our cool with fellow humans.

When kids (that are being bullied) can only ask for their winter break.
When adults working car washes and 35 flavor ice cream parlors .
It's time to realize early winter is here and has been around for a while. Times are tough and we need so much emphasis on helping our own humanity to get out of it.

Remember to be human...

Path of Will

What is your Path of Will? What will you do to attain and stay on your path?
Will you sweat every drop of salt in your body to attain just what you want?
How badly do you want it?

The bully outside won't let you, but the bully within better.
Fight. Stand up to the bully and make yourself a better person.
Don't let them win. You owe it to yourself to become somebody.

Follow your Path of Will...

I love Tuna!

Well, not really. I've just rediscovered it after like 20 years, while setting up IMDB for "Path of Will."--An exciting feat!

My palate was rewarded, and so I love tuna, perhaps only for tonite or this morning rather!

Remember, follow your "Path of Will..."

Bullying

Bullying is a global challenge and force.
We must learn how to channel that negative experience and manifest positive reinforcement to prevail and overcome. I've just completed a film project on the nature of bullying, called "Path of Will." We all must find our path of will, within us. We all have the seed to overcome adversity. Use the bullying to not succumb, but as a tool to make you persevere and succeed. Remember, perseverance+effort=success. It's not blocking out the situation, but facing it and being a better person because of it. We've all been there. I still am "there," but here now living it...

Be Human to eachother.
Stop the bullying NOW.

Living...

Stop looking, start living!
Stop looking for a replacement to living and cluttering up one's lives.
Stop enduring abuse of over committing oneself.
Stop trying to change for others.

Start living. Examine ones current life. Analyze what should and should not be changed. Correct the tarnish behavior in ones life.
Enjoy lifes simplest pleasures.
Living...ahhh! Smell the roses...

Heartbroken...

Pick me up and drop me low, I don’t want to be here like this. The love and effort I show through with my family, doesn’t deserve to have me suffer the silence I do. In conversation, I share my pressures, yet no one knows my pain. What I hold in the seed of my soul is mine and mine only. What good does it do to bring to light? Who am I going to get sympathy or even empathy from? We all have problems, some larger than others. Mine is pretty common, yet, I’m not deserving of such commonality, as I am not a commoner! I beg to differ and will strive to earn my differentiation.

My heart is breaking...

Heartbroken.

Seeking a life...

Social sites used to "seek out a life," is not living.
It's almost a double life to post out to the world what/how
one is "living," yet not be in the present living it.

"Oh, I'm gonna go here today." or "I am here now." and off to the side one's child is screaming, "Can you make me a PB&J!"
It's sad that, to seek a life, one has replaced their reality and lost touch with it.

I'm still "seeking a life," AFTER just finishing making a PB&J for a child,
BEFORE the scream!

Although we ALL are seeking a life, let's be more conscientious...

Declutter

The 7th day...is the day to "declutter."
Why? Because it's today!
Don't leave anything for tomorrow, when it SHOULD be done today.
Human nature is to procrastinate, yet, remember, not all are human!
We droids, have a remarkable ability to challenge ourselves and push the envelope. So, declutter today-the physical and emotional.
Tomorrow is also good for decluttering-When the sun shines in, ya, that's when you need to declutter, because it'll be "today!"
As a droid, at times I need to surrender to my inner being, and declutter my thoughts of "shopping, and indulgence."
But, as a responsible human, I don't give in.
I'm there for you, to support your decluttering image.
BE there for others to promote the decluttering they must do.

The Force BE with you

May the force BE with you to push on. That's all we are obliged to do, is push on. We are entitled to feel liberated and vindicated. Liberation and vindication may happen, once we've successfully pushed on. The fruits of our labor support the end result of our undying perseverence. May the force BE with you...

Hurry up...and wait!

Has this happened to you? I, the ONE whose"perpetually late", but no one questions, Why I'm late! All that matters is, I'm late! Unfair, yet true--to some degree! Truth be told: I'm NEVER late. I'm zealous about timing. I'm the one who prepares, well in excess of 3 hours, prior to an event, and, I'm still late. Why? Well, because "I" has 3 letters. "E,Y,E!" Not being facetious, my "eye" has 3 people involved. Those 3 are the reason why "I"am late! So, it occurs to me today; it hit me: Revenge is sweet! They too, hurry up and wait! There's things we may prepare for well in advance(as I character myself as doing), and it just so happens, that we must all hurry out of destination A, to get to destination B. However,in order for us to get there, we must "hurry up and wait!" Isn't that something! We all must wait our turn for the light to change back to green, from red, right? As I was getting into mentioning an event which took place earlier and suprisingly, it had nothing to do with me! Anyhow, a car comes up suddenly behind us in a residential track. He's showing signs of aggresiveness with revving up his car, and seeminly wants to go around us, on an only turning right lane. He speeds up to pass us, yet, we are in front, so, he succumbs to sit behind us. As he wants to speed and go his way, he's about to floor his older MB, to pass us by, and sweet revenge, the light turns yellow before he knows it... So, case in point: Hurry up and wait! Wow! Maybe 3 hours doesn't cut it!

Depressed?

Ya, life can be pretty depressing. "Nobody knows what it's like, to be a sad man..." Until you've walked in those shoes. I am walking in those shoes. Eager to get ahead, and it just doesn't happen soon enough! Depressed? Sure I am! But what am I to do but keep trekking and watching Tour De France! Those cyclists are struggling up a mountain of pain--but at least they have a secure income for doing so! I'm climbing a mountain, and my efforts will see to it that it get's rewarded. Are you depressed and climbing a mountain of pain? What are you doing to change it? What efforts are you putting in to reap the rewards, in due time? Depressed? Don't be. Weather the storm. Battle it. It'll all be worth it soon...

Work your talent and your talent will work for you."

Supreme talent is innate. You've either "got it" or you can "work at it." Working at it means alot of work! Talent alone won't always be the answer. So, persevere, but wisely... "Work your talent and your talent will work for you."

And another day...

Closes, after another day closed. Today, I prepare a better day. Launching in full swing, will be the approach in which I will find my success. What will you do to prepare better days ahead? How will you change tomorrow for how you lived today? It doesn't just happen. You must enforce some effort, to attain a better tomorrow. "You can't live better tomorrow without doing something about it today." Is that already patented or documented? Well, it's always been my mantra and I guess it will finally shed some light. To success...

Relaxing...

Relaxing right? Ya, right! Not I. Times are difficult, even to those of us who do our homework, research, put the 5000 hour effort, stay up, network and still try to be human! So, what't the message? Just relax. I did, this weekend, so now back to panicking! Life will soon be better. Ya ha, my fortune cookie promised me! relax!

AAH, what a view!

So, I did have a "vacation!" Hanging out with friends at a local, "unknown" beach, gave me a 3 hour vacation that felt like 2 weeks! It was just enough for me to handle, without panicking about "life!" It was short and sweet, and I felt so relaxed and at peace--who knew 3 hours could feel like 2 weeks of glory! Aah, what a view!

Welcome back to humanity...

Humanity at times takes a vacation-or does it? Upon "tuning" life out to celebrate America's "Happy Birthday," so I assumed I could part ways with day to day, focus on bbq, fireworks, kids swimming; and all the wonderful thoughts conjured in one's mind of the magical time that is "4th of July!" WRONG! Even on vacation, one tends to need another vacation to recover from! Yep, welcome back to humanity! So, what were your thoughts on 4th of July? Mine-relaxation, corn on the cob, peace, strawberry shortcake, apple pie alamode--All that wasn't there!

To Be Human...

A moment in silence for the man mauled by a bear in Yellowstone and to the father who fell over at a baseball game in Texas. Prayers to the family... On behalf of a person who grew up with one of the players on the Rangers...

Happy 4th of July weekend!

Oh! I almost forgot to send my "Happy 4th of July" wishes to ALL! Be safe, stay safe and have a good time, if you are celebrating! If you're not--those of you that are painting, be daring--paint red, white, and blue! Be patriotic. Be Human. Hey, you can always repaint it! 10 Fourth of July's later and "Huh, it's almost December, aah what the heck, 4th of July is round the corner, again!" 10 Fourth of July's later, means 10 years people! That's insane how time flies and obviously someone has been having too much dang fun to worry about "that one wall!" Cheers+Happy Independence Day to US...

la la la

Just a "la la la" kind of day! U know those, because, you're human as well. Ya, we all get those, when you work so hard to get something right, and "$#%^&%!" is all that comes to mind and manifests out of your mouth! la la la

Fun in the Sun...

Fun in the sun, babe;doing, well, girls things:Hanging out with the g-friends, drinking a beer--cheers! ok, maybe a little fib! It was "work." Actually, "SHE" was working, while "WE helped her work!" Cheers to Mariana Williams on the launching of her super humerous, "Stars or Stripes 4th of July!" What an awesome time to support a friend and her creative contribution to women! Check it out, you will be glad to lose yourself in Ms. Veronica's tales!

I'm human...

Yep, I'm still human.
Darn.
Not superhuman?
Nope.
I answered my own question.
And I thought by now, @4:43 am, I'd be an employed, superhuman, but I guess not!

So, time to go to bed, as,
I'm human.

Soon, I hope to report, that you will be responding and keeping tabs on me joining the labor force.

Thanks and don't forget to be human.
smile, be human and be polite...

So, no hits, huh?

I feel like an amateur baseball player.
First day out on American League Pro's lawn-facing another rookie, expecting to hit a home run--EXPECTING.

Ya, "expectations" will bring it's share of dissappointments, but I guess, it can't be "no hits" forever.

It better not be or I'm in more serious trouble.

Can anybody help me get ahead in life?
I'm crying out, with my mouth wide open, shouting at the top of my lungs, to PLEASE touch your human spirit.

I'm not one to cry for attention. I'm quite private, so this blog, serves me well. I am unknown and wish to remain as such.

But, no hits? Huh? What have I done wrong all this time?

Everyone has a shitty day!
But try, shitty days+effort+honesty+being an active mommy+homeschooling+writer+trying to get a good job+good wife+active friend+active family member=

It equals: ME. One stressed out woman, seeking an honest living, without being an amoeba in society.
People receive things that I wouldn't even ask for. But when I truly need the assistance, and tap on the opportunity, I'm shunned.
So, no hits huh???

Oh, to be human...

For times like these, I am greatful to be human.

Amidst my estranged days from normality, I escaped in body, to my mecca--
Hollywood.

And oh to be human!
June 15: Arrival at Roosevelt Hotel in Hollywood.
Our room: 301, overlooking the spectacular Hollywood Blvd, and
the Grauman's Chinese Theatre.
June 16: Day 2@Roosevelt Hotel.
6:00 pm: Attend Premiere.

What a delight to attend the awesome "Green Lantern" Premiere, at the Grauman's Chinese Theatre.
Powerpunched, subliminal messages, infesting goosebumps all over my body!
After a night's, pseudo-rest at Roosevelt Hotel, we attended the much anticipated premiere.

But it was over, much too soon.

I promise to return.

Oh, to be human...Full of promise.
Yet, immenent failure threatens.

We'll see which road destiny takes me...

Oh, to be human.

En route to find peace....

Peace comes with a price.

First comes the storm, then comes the peace...or is it piece?

Piece of doo doo or piece of heaven or aaah, peace!

I am en route to land security for my children.
En route to provide stability, love, nuturing, peaceful environment
to raise my family.
I've set sail to solicit on Craigslist for a financially stable job, and only hope I can get one valuable resource; that is all the recourse I need
en route to find: What is PAX?

Prosper.
Find your peace...
Be well.

Oh to be human!

Being human has it's complications--monotany, commercialism, greed, laziness, discrimination and far more than than a list can describe.

Oh, but it too, has it's marvels-and proven with an article,circulating around the globe with the advances of research and exploration.

Awesomeness to know 1% of Caucasians are immune to HIV virus.

Oh to be human!

Get over regrets...

Get over one's regrets.

But how can I when I regret going to bed "late" into the morning, after staying up through the night, to find my "stable" opportunity, to provide for my children?

I regret it when, I'm stumbling to turn off all night lights throughout the house-when there is light outside already!

I regret it when, my child calls on me to, "Wake Up, Mommy!"

I regret it when, my eyes are ready to fall out of their sockets.

I regret it when, my head feels like a professional boxers' punching bag.

In the end, I'll get over the regrets and know it will be all worth it.

Do something productive, to allow for the rewards of one's sacrifice.

Life is not friendly with regrets of, "Could've, Should've, Would've."

Disappear one's personal tire gunk. Get over regrets.

Restructuring America

To be Human is to Repower America.

Period. End of story.

We, as a nation, need to collaborate on our efforts to save our planet's dismal future.

We are suffering the consequences to our actions, and see the results on a day to day basis. Our children will suffer far worse, and there is no telling BUT, there's time.

We can "buy" time, by changing our ways now.
It's time to repower America.org.

Happy Mother's Day...

Georgie sends all the mother's out there, a Happy Mother's Day!

Continued blessings, for the task is challenging, yet, Oh so rewarding!

Be well.

Don't forget to be human...

George is almost human.

Wooh Georgie is almost human!

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Human Nature?

I don't know.

Really, I don't know if it is human nature, to attend to a pair of helpless baby birdies. Although, they do have a mama and papa bird, that continuosly "feeds" them throughout the day.

Problem: It's 100 degrees today!

And I stop and question: Could they use a drink of fresh H2o?

I can choose to ignore, or take 5 mins of my "busy schedule", to attend to their "thirst."

Be back later...

100 degrees outside, birdies need a drink of H2o.

WHY?

WHY?

Because, we ought to.

Why?

Because we need to be human, by strengthening and mentoring our species.

Why are all of us so consumed with our "pseudo busy" lives and don't stop

to reflect on the VALUE OF BEING HUMAN?

Being the flicker of hope;the inspiration to stop a habitual problem...

I won't stop fighting for our species, to be human with one another...

Will you and Why?

To Be Human continues...

To my surprise, I am not the only "Georgiegirl", as originally believed.

12 hours ago to the minute, stood before me, some very influential people-not just people, but extraordinary people.

Attending the emotive, "Forever stamp" ceremony, had a share of challenges:
To keep myself back from choking up tears.

Partaking at, "THE" Academy of Motion Picture Arts and Sciences, shun bright with a share of extraordinary humans, who are not given the credit of "being human."

One in particular--Mr. Gregory Peck.

No introduction needed--Mr. Atticus Finch.

Mr. Atticus is as "Georgiegirl" is to myself...

Let's continue to spread the message: BE HUMAN.

And may the marital bonding of the son of such an exemplary human (in England) be prosperous...

Disappearing Tire Gunk...

EEkk!

Talk about "Disappearing Tire Gunk"...
I got most of my internal tire gunk out of the way!

Georgie is now a free spirit.
His journey will soon begin with the eyes of others on him.
How well will he do in others homes?
Will he be well received?

Oh my! I know his Disappearing Tire Gunk message will transform
the homes of many lives, and by changing only 1, he will have
completed his mission--To Be Human, by giving me the honor of, the security my children deserve and the message to others: To listen with your heart and contribute to humanity...

EEkk...

Organ Donor?

Wow!
"To be or not to be..." an Organ Donor?
Question mark would finish those 2 words.
Doubt--confusion--mistrust--followed after the question mark.
Why would anybody do that? How is it done? How is kept free of controversy?

Wow! Organ Donor, huh?
Participating in a Film Festival's opening feature, "Fifth Quarter"
by Rick Bieber, makes the decision pretty easy, should any doubt
still linger.
It has a new meaning for, "living on", and the VALUE that it brings.

Organ Donor. Period.
Be human for another human.
Share your life, pass on your organs...

"Japanese nuclear plant worker discusses choice to sacrifice his life"...

"Japanese nuclear plant worker discusses choice to sacrifice his life"..

Tearful, as I sit in bed, taking this in...

A, Brett M. Dykes of Yahoo, brings a story to light by Kimi De Freytas,a Press Reporter.
She had the awesome opportunity to speak with the heroic man, who gives up his "freedom", to salvage the life of another.
Because he made the choice to offer himself, to the "call of duty", from his employer, he saved the life of another human being.
Because he has no dependents, he unselfishly HAD, to go attend the dire and horrendous condition, left behind by the catastrophic quake and Tsunami.

The Human HEROES of Japan...Cleaning up the GUNK, left behind from their catastrophic event--Not just any GUNK--RADIOACTIVE GUNK!

The dedication of these fine, exemplary men, giving of themselves, should remind us all, to "give a little more".

BE HUMAN.

Remember, "Ask not what the country can do for you, rather what YOU can do for the country".
Now, it doesn't get much better than that, or can it?
Can we strive to outdo what a human being does to aid?

BE HUMAN...

Disappearing Tire Gunk...

Talk about, "Disappearing Tire Gunk".
What is left when there's a death?
What matters in life, after one dies?

What about the "BEFORE" death?

What do we do to maximize our living and minimize the "tire gunk?"
Both, figuratively, and the physical "tire" around one's midline, from all the yummies we engorge on. The spiritual,internal,"tire" gunk,left festering in our souls.

Georgiegirl knows this all to well and that's why she gave birth to this: Disappearing Tire Gunk and Be Human Productions.

Life is TOO SHORT, Ya'll, let's put our priorities straight and live life to the fullest.
If one doesn't want to be your friend-be it your mother, hey, there are
plenty who do...

Be Human, but be real and love yourself.
Put a happy life as a top priority for yourself because you only live once.

Disappear the Tire Gunk...

CIF Mater Dei High School

Georgiegirl taking some much needed R&R, watching my Alma Mater...
C'mon, Wrap it up.
1:29 remaining of 4th Quarter. 35-31 MDHS.
Girls won earlier so...let's do it again!
Go...Fight...Win.
:41secs remaining, 37-33...still MDHS.
End MDHS?
38-33MDHS.
End MDHS?
:30secs, 38-
lost track...
:24secs, 39-36...still MDHS.
End MDHS?
Nail biter--without the actual "nail biting"!
I've spend my last 25 years as a habitual nail biter
Yay! Celebrating with the Monarchs.
Congrats. Congrats. Congrats.
De la Salle won over Servite High in Football...
Mater Dei took it away for Basketball.
Fun Times!

Time Flies When...

Oh yes time flies when...life happens...So they say.

It's been at least, 12 days of skies from baby blue to abyss blue,
since I last wrote.

Georgiegirl is off, disappearing tire gunk from someone's life.

To Be "Human", you must "BE" in another's shoes...even if it's

just for a day or an hour, but one can't just "have it in mind"-it must

be acted upon...

Be Human...

Time to BE HUMAN...

Oh my! Georgiegirl's heart goes out to the
People of Japan. What a somber time. Prayerchain
For the entire populous, families here in the US
With loved one's in Japan. As they're saying:
WAKE UP CALL CALIFORNIAN's! God bless us all...
Time to BE HUMAN FOLK's...

Georgiegirl is off exploring...

Exploring is a part of life.

Exploring nature, and bugs in their ecosystem-lush vegetation/desert to the stars in their ecosystem-space.

Georgiegirl will be at the Observatory, "observing" the outer ecosystem.

It's good to be human...

Be Careful With What You Wish For...

That's the message I was left with, from watching the inspiring story in play form.
The father was no longer "happy", with his child's disobedience.
And for this, he requests the "Blue Fairy" to take him back, for he can no longer handle him.
She grants his wish, however, Papa has a change of heart.
"Papa" has grown, Oh so close to him and has given him, "his heart".
But, the "Blue Fairy" has already, "given the boy away", at the request of the father.

In the end, a struggle between new owner and former owner and the message: BE HUMAN by, being careful with what you wish for"...

BE HUMAN...

Tonight, Georgiegirl, will be watching a play with a fantastic message.

Oh, so inspiring for us all!

Georgiegirl is all about "BEing human" and letting our actions reflect what our inside screams.

"Our conscience". This is what the play's message is about.
BEing HUMAN, entails forks in our roads, yet our conscience, doesn't let us down.

This is a fine children's production, which is where the inspiration needs to begin. Teach children to fine tune their conscience, so they are strong members of society, in their adult years.

REMEMBER, use your conscience, and BE HUMAN...

TO BE HUMAN...

Today, I got TO BE HUMAN.
I slept in, I washed the guest bathroom's tub, I ran a few errands, I played with my girls.

Did YOU get To BE HUMAN?
Did you slam your alarm @5:30 am, jump out of bed, run the shower, still with zombie mode, pee, brush your teeth, all while water in the shower was still running?
Sure, we all do, yet we ought to be more water wise.
How to be water friendly, when it takes forever for the water to get hot?
Well, options are to have a reservoir in your tub, like a large bucket, that is easily manageable to take out to be recycled, for plants or indoor plants.

The wiser option is to just get a tankless water heater with instant hot water feature. It saves time, money and water; the ultimate goal!
So, no more awakening @5:30 to accomodate for the, "waiting for the water in the shower to get hot" dilemma!

Life is, oh so precious, to focus on the routine of life, yet loses sight on, the in between moments, like preparing your child's school lunch. Soon he/she won't be that child.

Today, is the only day to be, Tuesday, March 1, 2011;There will never be another Tuesday, March 1, 2011. Sure, many Tuesdays; many March's, but NEVER, Tuesday, March 1, 2011.
Enjoy each day to the fullest.

And, don't forget...TO BE HUMAN.

Oscars are done...

So, now that Oscars are done, a question lingering in the core of
Georgiegirl and Be Human Productions is, what happens to the hundreds of gowns that don't make it to get auctioned off for "charity"?

The yards of imported organza and the naked body of the woman on the street, that usually sleeps right outside the back alley of the theatre, there on the main drag.

Focus our attention to Be Human, guys.

What productions are we doing to "Be Human"?

The Crimson "Red Carpet" that holds up the stars, while red is the chafed face of the homeless man, from the cold, that has no carpet to sleep on.

BE HUMAN.
WE DROIDS!
BE HUMAN!

Paris Hilton in Riverside, CA!

Georgiegirl got to be with Paris Hilton today!

We had a good time; Hope you got to be a part of her world

today too!

My princess is her new "BFF"-Paris told her so.

Ta-ta for now...

Hey...I see a smile!

I see a smile on the Mormon girl in the ad--hey,that's awesome!
The power to smile.

Doesn't matter religion, race, gender, age.

Be Human.

Do what makes you smile.

AAhH, but be human.

Ya think?

So... did you?

Ya think?

Did you think about what makes you smile?
What warms your heart to know?

Did you loan a hand to someone in need?
Was someone there for you, when you didn't have a reason to smile?

Be human.
No droid.

Smile.

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I'm human and don't know what this is!

Continue to, Be Human, and allow these "accidents" to happen...

They strengthen our beings and allow us to become better people...

Somethin right...

Yes, today I wore something that I haven't "put on" in quite some time.
It felt good.
Experiencing this, helps to know, Georgie is doing somethin right.

Be Human.
We droids, be human.
YES! WE DROIDS, BE HUMAN.

I got to wear what I hadn't in some time. It reflected on the outside, yet
it wasn't on the inside.

I smiled.

What makes you smile?
Think about it. Work to achieve it. Then smile...

What a farce...

To utilize the banner of gaining exposure of our planet's crumbling
To gain from, to generate and extort money by continuous printing
Of the same information published in 1979.
To claim, ''care'' of our planet, but still print, using raw material,
When the digital era has brought before us-the marvel of the ''Internet''
The planet is being depleted, but all that matters is the reign that still
Continues...
My outcry and loyalty to the place called ''Earth''...

Peru has lost their Mahogony forest, due to 80 percent of it's buyers, being the US. But, we've lost it too, as we share the planet.

Tigers, once a part of nature, are mainly seen in captivity, in zoo's.
Only 3,200 remain on our PLANET-3,200 from 100,00!

Maldive Islands are doomed, as are the Coral Reefs...

C'mon fellow humans, let's do our part to change our ways...

WE are causing all of this senseless destruction.

Tire Gunk?

We all have tire gunk.

What is "tire gunk", As you may ask it's inference?

Tire gunk is hard, dark, pitted interior and surface "gunk" accumulated over time; making it nearly impossible to remove.
It tends to become part of our beings IF allowed.
We must all make conscientious efforts to eradicate this harmful "alter ego", if we are to preserve human existence.

For your consideration, may I suggest, "George".

"George" was written to preserve, the virtues of life: Innocense, Respect, Discipline, Excess, as a human species, IF we ought to survive.

Look for it really soon.

Children "8" and "late 8", like 80 years, shall gain a higher appreciation for what the "inner" was screaming to get out.

My pleasure...

George is almost human.

Wooh!
Georgie is ALMOST human!

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